As you could tell by my last blog, we have been a little down lately. Actually, quite a bit down. I have been praying a lot, asking God to help me get through this, to understand, to help me to have faith, to make sense of all this. I have felt abandoned. Then last night, I had put on "Finding Nemo" for Billy Boy. I was in and out of his room as usual. At 9:00 I went in to give him his last feeding and medicines when I heard Marlin (Nemo's worry wart Dad) and Dory (the forgetful friend) talking in the mouth of a whale. She was telling Marlin that the whale wanted them to "Let Go", that it would be "O.K". "How do you know?" he asked. Dory answered, "I don't, you just have to trust."
All of the sudden, I got the message. God just wants me to let go and trust him in what he is doing. It may seem silly, but I believe God talks to us in ways that he believes we will actually listen. Maybe he was talking to me all along, maybe he just hoped, that through "Finding Nemo"... he might finally be heard.
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