Billy received the next round of Botox shots. He's had a rough weekend with swallowing and stomach problems, which makes it rough for us. Some of it might be allergies, sinus problems or a cold, it's hard to tell. In a couple of days his relaxation will kick in and that will help his arms feel better.
This last couple of weeks have been very emotional for us. Good things are starting to take place. God is blessing us by surrounding us with people that want to help and it is humbling. Billy Boy seems to be communicating with us by opening and closing his mouth. On the other hand, with the holidays coming, I can't help but miss him terribly. The more time that passes, the more hopeless it feels. It kills me emotionally to trust God and what he has in store for us, when I see my son in the state he is in. It is a spiritual battle that is hard to explain, especially if you have no idea what it's like. Sometimes I wish I could curl up in a ball, but I have Monet, and that is just not possible.
I am also not feeling well and that brings me down as well. Hopefully in a couple of days, we will all start to feel better.
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