December

My first son, Colton would of been 15 years old on the 15th of December. I was blessed to have met him and held him till his last dying breath. He will always hold a place in my heart. Happy Birthday son!! We were able to celebrate by going to the cemetary and leaving him a little Christmas tree. (Yes, I know his soul isn't there, but it makes me feel better.)


The anniversary of Billy Boy's cardiac arrest was on December 16th. I was so blessed to have him for the nine years that I did while he was 'normal'. We laughed, we cried, we talked, we prayed, we played, but most of all we loved. I thank God for giving me four more years (and counting) to continue loving this sweet child! Instead of focusing on the negative, I can now see it for the blessing it is... more time with him. Love him like Jesus!!! ♥♥♥♥♥


Billy Boy's new wheelchair got delivered... it's a beast!! It needs a few adjustments because he is so tall, but it is comfortable and they wanted us to have it in time for his January 5th surgery.

The surgery for fusing the rods to Billy Boy's spine has been switched to April 10th. (The surgeon will be on vacation at the end of March.) It is all in God' hands!!